I'm feeling like a dependent
Got my confusion of tenets I used to believe
What am I supposed to do
When I got no one else to turn to
I'm accustomed to this sh*t, needa mature myself
I have trouble blaming others
When I know I am at fault
Then feeling guilty and resenting
Locking emotions in a vault
I needa work on my own flaws
But I'm in love with you
I just want a few more seconds with you and your dependence
You don't have to carry all of this weight on your shoulders
Learn to love yourself
I need to learn
It's a process
Need to assess my distresses
And like a drug
My lines are clear
You say less
I'll follow you
We are all the same
Souls are tethered together
Our brains are smothered with pressure
Beauty is what you make it
I used to be so forsaken
Mistaken
My love for you
Oh miss please why don't you take it?
I needa be aware of myself and all with dependence
I'm feeling like a dependent
Got my confusion of tenets I used to believe
What am I supposed to do
When I got no one else to turn to
I'm accustomed to this sh*t, needa mature myself
I have trouble blaming others
When I know I am at fault
Then feeling guilty and resenting
Locking emotions in a vault
I needa work on my own flaws
But I'm in love with you
I just want a few more seconds with you and your dependence
You don't have to carry all of this weight on your shoulders
I love when I see you smiling right at me
With your teeth shining white with glee
It's these moments that matter
Connects our borders
They shatter
We are all the same
Souls are tethered together
Our brains are smothered with pressure
Beauty is what you make it
I used to be so mistaken
Forsaken
My love for you
Oh miss I want you to take it
So hear me out
You gotta be surrounded with variety
Don't doubt
When we talk about the hurt
Hurtin more people
We disregard the love of human desire
Attired to acquire reciprocance
In my case
I was living with anxiety
Deported myself with lies and GUNK
Started feeling distorted
Supported by a GUT feeling wrenching in me
But noticed
Once we can stay true
On how our eyes are met with hue
We can reflect and respond
On what is next to brew
With our dependence
I'm feeling like a dependent
Got no confusion of tenets
I now myself believe
Still maturing, but I promise to be honest
More than modest for you
Can you trust me?
Look at my flaws
Love me and all
I'll show you what I can give, and trust me
I'll always be right by your side
Where you reside or not
We'll be closer to each other than we've ever been before
I can't change the world 'til I change myself first
So I put the pen in hand to put out a cursed verse
Learnt to work on myself before it's too late
Hurt, yet accepted my destiny, my own fate
But hurry, makes worry, and haste makes waste
Like when you like a flower, you pluck it
But when you love a flower, you water it
I want to bloom out the ville, motherfather did
What to do now when the king of the hill goes downhill
Into hell, trynna PAY BILLS, popping pills
Trynna stay still
Spillover no lover
He starts feeling ill over mistakes he's made
Drillin' and relivin' these scenes from a memory
In elementary, he watched some TED-talks
How to be a better person
Trynna not forget, all this stemming from adolescence
Am I gaining perspective, what is my own tenet?
Defiant? Dependent?
Reliance? Reactance?
Conforming? Destroying?
Creating? Relaxing?
The parents, the friends
The siblings, the church?
The movies, the books
The shows, the money?!
The THIGHS, the HIGHS
EVERYTHING ELSE BUT ME!?!?
