If all you need is my time
That I got plenty of it
I'll dedicate all my loving to you only, baby
I wanna stay by your side, be there to cool you out
And let you know everything will be alright
Hey, whatup it's been a minute
We haven't spoken in a while I'm sorry I don't visit
A lot changed in, what maybe 10 years
The fam is finally accepting that you're not here
I'm out here rapping now, I think I found my calling
The kids that used to come around some of them stopped calling
They're doing pretty well though
I see 'em here and there bro
I learned some things I'd love to share with you
Like not too long ago I fell in love
Met a lil shorty who was tough
She taught me how to kiss and hold her hand and always let me fuck
I remember what you said
Never take more than your hands could hold
I've learned that was a metaphor you said for when getting old
Man, time will really go an make a kid change
I never got to tell you how I felt that night you walked away
The last time I saw you all the life you had was gone
I still don't understand how everything went so wrong
If all you need is my time
That I got plenty of it
I'll dedicate all my loving to you only, baby
I wanna stay by your side, be there to cool you out
And let you know everything will be alright
I stopped playing ball, It wasn't with my soul
I felt so guilty because pops was really disappointed and your sister
She just wanted me to have the best
Man, when you left I saw a side of her I'll never forget
All of the masked tears, moments you missed cause you weren't here
Wish we still could have that catch
I didn't realize everything that you were going through
12 And under educated
I had no experience of life and didn't realize you were medicated
Then years they came and went, to god I prayed for less
That shit just wasn't working then it's alcohol and sex
Some days are harder than others, other days I can't explain
I forget to mention when I spit this shit I use your name
All this pain
I just wanna be as important to someone as you were to me
Smoking on the porch alone I wish that we could kick it
I feel like all the conversation we had is unfinished
It's been a while I apologize for being distant
If all you need is my time
That I got plenty of it
I'll dedicate all my loving to you only, baby
I wanna stay by your side, be there to cool you out
And let you know everything will be alright
I hope this means something, maybe I make you proud
Everyday I give my all to make it out my town
I take pride in that H though, it's where I'll say I came from
And look back at the corner house like this what made me great bro
There's kids who deal with more shit than you'll ever know
Sitting down, pillow on they mouth, the note was on they phone
Don't belong, feeling like nobody ever see
Anything they going through like would it matter if I leave
I was there, tried to take my life a couple times
Hit the pen in June and wasn't sober until late July
Angry at the world like how the fuck could you take what I love
I know i was young but motherfucker I still felt the blood
All of this emotion no i won't let it waste
I'll never thank God for what happened but ill make our case
I know that if you had the choice you would have went and stayed
Just know that everybody miss you it'll be okay
If all you need is my time
That I got plenty of it
I'll dedicate all my loving to you only, baby
I wanna stay by your side, be there to cool you out
And let you know everything will be alright
