Can you see it?
All the way to the end at its furthest depths
Through the I don't knows and never agains
In your secrets
In the things you deny to be free of
Is there something there that you would call sacred?
Does it make you less than human?
Does it make your eyes glint?
Does it paint your deepest wants across your skin?
(Oh no)
If everything was the way it should have been
And nothing ever broke or hurt again
Maybe all of our evil dreams would just be nightmares
But I don't care, we're here now
But I get it
I used to see it inside me as my true self
Or a piece of someone I could not run from
Sliver, infection - a reason that I was a monster
Worthy of only a horrible ending
But I've stared into myself
And I know the truth now
And I hope that someday you find peace
If everything was the way it should have been
And nothing ever broke or hurt again
Maybe all of our evil dreams would just be nightmares
But I don't care, we're here now
The world turns
Nobody can stop it
The hurt worse than you've ever known
It never goes away
In a perfect version of this purgatory
In the fantasy world in your brain
No one ever hurts
No one's complicated
And everyone is exactly the same
