C-Lance
You always see things upside, upside-down
You always see things upside, upside-down
You always see things upside, upside-down
You always see things upside, upside-down
You always see things
I'm turnin' 26, this week
I thought I'd have it all together
But honestly, I still ain't fuckin' learned a thing
I got my first taste of life, this shit is bittersweet
I've lost a lot of people I love, I hope they missin' me
Yuh, and I remember bein' 21
And gettin' drunk with my friends
I thought it was fun
It was dumb
Because I was only runnin' away from
All of my responsibilities
Killin' me
I miss playin' little league
And havin' Mom call me for dinner
While I was in the street
Now that I'm grown, sad songs hit me differently
Yeah, slow songs hit me differently
I always see things upside, upside-down
I always see things upside, upside-down
I always see things upside up, side-down
I always see things upside, upside-down
I always see things
Everybody sees me as successful
Am I the only one who doesn't think I have potential?
They see me in a Beamer, on the brink of influential
But underneath my seat, I have my drink, for when I think I may go mental
And it's often, thanks to all the thoughts that I get lost in
No one will will ever know just what it costed
For me to get this far, but let me tell you, I'm exhausted
Believe me, when I say that your sanity's worth more than any profit
Now, I'm grateful, that I'm financially stable
But I been missin' the days when this dream was more of a fable
'Cause, I wasn't focused on streamin'
Or countin' up all of the numbers
I was too focused on dreamin'
Tryin' not to go under, I guess
I always see things upside, upside-down
I always see things upside, upside-down
I always see things upside, upside-down
I always see things upside, upside-down
I always see things
Why am I lost in the dark?
Why is my life so hard?
Why am I haunted and scarred?
Why am I fallin' apart?
I'm not real
What's the meaning of life?
